Dear Friends(Lavenders' blog)

I m glad that u willing to help me...

and

actually i dont think i help u much...

i scare i might lead u to worse conditions only..

i m sorrie~

and

i m okie...

dont worry k?

i sure can get through it

and i will be brave to face the reality~

i must be brave to face it..

although i always want to run away ler...

i understand what i m thinking of..

i know u will say me very 矛盾，

i tell u..

its true..

i really dont know what i want..

and i really dont know what would happen..

i just cant stop thinking of it..

maybe..

its just my true feeling..