Friday, June 10, 2011

朋友~

有一种人,就是会选朋友,只和那些聪明的,认识的,同一个宗教的,做朋友~
每当在他的post留言时,他一定不会回我的,只会回其他人的,这样对我,公平吗?
我说的话,难道就很无聊吗?他们是你的亲戚朋友,难道我不是吗?你需要这么嚣张吗?真的真的真的很讨厌你这种态度!超级惹人生气的!虽然,我只是和你认识不深,可是,也不要这么明显啊!~我会很心疼的!已经几个月了,当初,我以为有好转,可是,结果还是一样~没变!我根本就不想那么生气,真的很怕,有一天会爆发!希望,不会再见到你,这样,或许我就不会那么生气,不会想起你那么嚣张的态度了!=)

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

有一种女孩,注定被剩下....=)

有一种女孩,其实并不难看,或许有的还有点小漂亮,有的可能有点小才气,或者有的性格也比较可人,却大学快毕业了,也从未有过感情经历。总是被一些人认为,即使没有阅人无数,也至少曾经沧海了。有一种女孩,有很多朋友,也可能不乏异性哥们儿,有的可以一起谈人生论天下 思想交流无极限,有的可以一起结搭档做生意 生活问题伸援手,却始终茕茕孑立找不到那个可以执子之手的人。总是坚强乐观,却在转过身后独自舔舐着内心的空旷;总是开朗嘻哈喜欢热闹,却总是在热闹里失落找不到自己,然后寻觅一个小角落,回到那个安静的自己。 有一种女孩,就这样,在年复一年日复一日中,剩下来了…… 这样的女孩,也许很懂事是孝顺父母的女儿,也许一路成绩优秀是他人眼中的乖乖女,也许善解人意是朋友心中的一抹温暖,却其实天生没有安全感,总是害怕着什么。现代社会,不期待爱情的女孩通常没有;现代社会,对现实因素没有考虑的女孩,也通常没有。总可以听到这样的谆谆告诫,女孩子最重要的是嫁人,是现实。一起久了,感情就有了,孩子有了,感情就牢了,关键是要有物质基础。可是,真是这样吗?!那爱情,究竟是什么呢 如果说是一种感觉,是不是也很飘渺啊?你又怎么知道那个你为之心动的人也为你心动呢? 这样的女孩,甚至有的给人大大咧咧的印象或者干练的女性形象,喜欢和异性朋友以兄弟相称,其实是为了保障自己只当做朋友的人不要再往前走,以免大家尴尬,能够友谊长存。这样的女孩,可以和大多人成为朋友,却对心中那一个位置,紧紧看守,谨小慎微。有的人费尽心力却走不进半步,有的人不太经意却已生根发芽。 这样的女孩,如果有喜欢的人,也多半是默默地暗恋,静静的祝福。自我的束缚限制,内心的保守被动使得她们只能等待,等待一个没有期限的结局。害怕主动接近示好被看低,连尊严都丢掉;害怕彼此最终成牵绊,连朋友都没得做… 这样的女孩和兄弟可以捧逗自如自然相对甚至不拘小节,但面对自己在意的人,却退避三尺不知所措甚至遥相观望。很多人,很多时候 错过了。女孩,却依然无能为力。这样的女孩,也想过接受某个人,明明他很好却始终找不到安全感,换不掉那个在心底隐隐的人。 这样的女孩,也有的太习惯了单独的生活,有时憧憬两个人的路却始终没有走进心里的那个人。觉得有点疑惑,假如两个人在一起,该怎么过呢该干什么呢?彼此习惯也许会有很多问题呢?于是,这样的女孩总是给自己太多的顾虑,太复杂的限制,只好剩下了。 这样的女孩,再过几年就二十五六了,如果没有做到很高的层次,在各种压力的作用下,就该开始寻觅着嫁人了。可是,还没有恋爱过呀?难道真的相亲,为人妻,为人母,就这样一辈子?这让她们害怕。 这样的女孩,曾经一直相信天长地久,却被太多次的告知,如果想找寻纯净的爱,还是抱着曾经拥有的态度吧!这样的女孩,如果有喜欢的人一定希望可以在一起哪怕不可能,却被太多次的告知,女人要找一个爱你的人而不是你爱的人。 这样的女孩,在80后的剩女中,占据着一席的地位,尴尬着有些落寞茫然这样的女孩,在80后的人群中,无论求学还是工作,知道自己任重而道远,要独自去努力这样的女孩,在80后的人潮中,终会被拍上堤岸,但愿到时不要离幸福太远

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Only Hope * Mandy Moore

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.
So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray,
to be only yours I know now you're my only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray,
to be only yours I know now, you're my only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that
I am At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours I pray,
to be only yours I know now you're my only hope.
hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

New Look!

Yeah!
Happy Tuesday!
Although the holiday is quite short...but i will treasure everyday of it!
make some changes of my blog~
yes~
new main look of it!
the prettiest dress that i can design out and post it up here!
it was a picture since few years ago?~ thought..
hehe....
but..
will still be a good main pic for my bloggie here!
hope everyone like it!
=)

Friday, January 28, 2011

CNy in 4 days time!^^

Finally I m HOme~~
=)
Although monday and tuesday still have to back for class..
urgh..
and...
whole days its the same TUTOR! OMG ah~~~
nvm...
let me get through my weekend happily~
hehehe....
lalalalalll~~~
tmr wanna go Sesak with ppl..
hiaks..
but wont going out long thought..
hmm....
"dangerous" for me and ppl outside..
Student nurses should know well bout this.
hehe...
*secret*
hmm.....
hopefully tmr could find the things i want!
cny in 4 days time!!
kin tio kin tio oh!!!
dye hair loh!
XD
but not me..
its my mummy daddy~!haha
i m the saloon girl only~
XD
baaah!
thats all for today,
tiredo...
selamat malam!
hehe..

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Cny*10*

Oh yeah!!!
CNy in a week time!!! =D
SUper duper happy!!
haha...
just that havent finish shopping wor...
eheks..
well,
new year..
new hope mah...
many i wan for this year..
just that..
dont so greedy..
hehe...
want everyone happy jiu ho liao...
dont so many lasap things happen du ho liao!
=D

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

心,好阴天哦~T.T

今天,

依然是阴天,

不过,

不是普通的阴天,

是异常的阴天....

今天,

感觉很糊涂,

很累,

心,

更是冷冷的~

其一原因,

是因为太多死讯围绕着我们了~

好害怕,

好伤心,

可是,

都是说不出来的伤心,

不是吗?

Dora, 已经升天了,她会是一个真正的天使了,她一定会让Lovelife的宗旨传下去,

让全世界的人,都懂得珍爱生命,永不放弃!

今天,

轮到一个学姐,

已经是读到最后一个学期了,

却没法继续了,

就在这一夜之间,

在现在这个时刻,

还得靠着仪器让心脏继续跳动,

其他器官都衰竭了,

只希望,

她,能等待她那遥远的妈妈来看他最后一眼...

真的希望她能等到。。。

最意外的是....

我才发现她是我的干姐姐!!!

我们护理系的传统,

一进来,就会认干姐姐,增进彼此的感情~

现在,

才发觉,

原来,

躺在医院里的..

是她!

我说不出什么话来了.....

心,

在流泪,

不过,

依然为她祈祷,

希望她能撑到那最后一秒!永不放弃!!='(

Sunday, January 16, 2011

so fast..

So fast that tmr will be a new start for another week!!
=)
hopefully this upcoming week past soon...
cause we will have class till saturday!
urgh~!!
waiting for cny dy!!!
everthing ready..
left some new pants and cookiessss!! haha..
waiting waiting...........
CNy ...fast fast come..!!
i wanna play..
i wanna eat..
i wanna go for moviess!!!
i wanna go visiting!
i wanna get ang pao!
i wanna have a good rest after this 1 month of torturing by tutors in class..
urgh~
really...
full concentration and the take 5 is super short..
omg~
and everyday have be afraid of tutor..
is she ask ques..
u cant answer..
she say u no study..
even u got study..
also impo to rmb all the facts in one nite kua....
bleh!!
hate hate!!
just hopefully..
all the notes will appear in my head whenever i have to vomit it out in front of tutors!
XD
gonna back hostel ler..
awaiting the new week to come!
and allowance of cos! haha..

Friday, January 14, 2011

CNY coming!!=)

Lala...
CNY is coming soon!!!
Rabbit year!!!
haha...
these 2 weeks..
totally tired...
and fully concentrate on studies..
stress out!
but..
i still manage to cope with it..
in conclusion,
i m doing fine~
haha
finished buying cny apparel,
and its time for some appearance changes!
=)
to welcome a prosperous cny!
hopefuly every is doing fine and be prepare for your happy cny!

*Gawai Trip*

*Gawai Trip*
XyB's

*Gawai Trip*

*Gawai Trip*
XyB's~