Hey,
Chun Mei, Lil Onion!
Thanks for the pizza...
and thanks for spending some times with me in the car..
and all the way cum to my house.....
thanks for all the things...
i really gan dong...
u guys sure ask y i not cry....
tell u guys lo...
i cry in heart ma....
i tell myself not to cry so often..
must be jian qiang a....
anyway,
really love u guys....
i will owes rmb u guys de..
and miss u guys....
once i get my hp,
i will msg and kacau u guys ler.....
must reply oh.....
thanks..
really thanks a lote....
really............
i will take care..
not to eat things i knot eat na....
dun worry about me yea...
u guys oso take care oh....^^...
Sorry to the form 5 who ask me out ler....
i knot go out..
cos..
got sum reasons ba...
anyway,
thx u guys for asking me out a...
really miss u guys too.....
haih..
later i realy she bu de want go liao lo.......
hope tmr i no need brg a pail of tears go Ns ar....
miss u guys so much......
for this moments,
i really cried ler....
Min chin,
thx for the advises oo..^^..
i promise wont cry back la....ahha....
wont sia soi khsrc de face....
ah...
haha...
Friday, December 26, 2008
Tmr Ns looo
lalala....luckily last day loe..
still can get my bro labtop online..
here update blog..
eheks...
thx bro!!^^
tmr go ns...
my bro oso go back Kl ler...
left my parents...
hope they can take care!
and be happy ...
haha....
Deh,
take care oso ar...
aiks..
knot accompany u go airport...
knot go send u to aus..
hope u stay strong and stay happy thr oo...
all the best to u!^^
Fion,
u oso want go Kl ler...
must rmb us here ar....
take care thr oso..
if can,
we will go thr find u oh...
haha
that time u must spare sum time for us ooh...^^
Form 4 de...
jia you for all ur activities oo....
teochew parade ar....
AG tmr nite ler...
i saw the slide already today....
not bad..
jia you oh....
hope all ur activities run smoothly oh...
wait we back,
we will try to help anything we can de...
^^
still can get my bro labtop online..
here update blog..
eheks...
thx bro!!^^
tmr go ns...
my bro oso go back Kl ler...
left my parents...
hope they can take care!
and be happy ...
haha....
Deh,
take care oso ar...
aiks..
knot accompany u go airport...
knot go send u to aus..
hope u stay strong and stay happy thr oo...
all the best to u!^^
Fion,
u oso want go Kl ler...
must rmb us here ar....
take care thr oso..
if can,
we will go thr find u oh...
haha
that time u must spare sum time for us ooh...^^
Form 4 de...
jia you for all ur activities oo....
teochew parade ar....
AG tmr nite ler...
i saw the slide already today....
not bad..
jia you oh....
hope all ur activities run smoothly oh...
wait we back,
we will try to help anything we can de...
^^
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Thx Cm and Jenna~
hohoho!
Christmas day!
about 10 am jiu go out visiting with parents loe...
haha..eat too much...
eat curry, lemang and others..
got one got pasta de..
nice..
hiaks..
but ler....
suffer lo...
greedy ma...
eat too much..
end up not feeling well loe...
swallow medi...
haha...
CM,
dun angry with me la..
i will promise u de....
i jk only ma..
i will take care..
not to eat curry in Ns kem ler.....
i will jaga myself na..
dun buly lil monkey la..
he jaga himself jiu hao liao...
ahaha....
i m listen to u all de advise de..
cos..
i myself know how i suffer before....
and its really painful.....
i dun want it to cum out again ar...
so scare..
haha.....
nvm na...
i will msg u guys once i get my hp back!
to report to u de!
haha....
u ar...
dun easily get emotional or angry o...
not good for ur health ar..
u know la.....
what things knot eat ar....
dun simply like jiu eat oh...
not good for ur shang kou oh...^^...
of cos la..
i m not pei gee..
knt care u owes..haha...
u jaga urself o..
i will send spy de...
haha....
XD
send to remind u owes!^^...
good enuf?
last nite salad nice?
jenna and i do de bo....
gan dong ho?
u say want we straight away do ar....
haha......
next time do for u again u finish it oh..ehek...
lastly, thx jenna and cm for caring me ler....
i will be guai la..
*of cos a lil bit guai only la....*
hehez....
take care yea!
Christmas day!
about 10 am jiu go out visiting with parents loe...
haha..eat too much...
eat curry, lemang and others..
got one got pasta de..
nice..
hiaks..
but ler....
suffer lo...
greedy ma...
eat too much..
end up not feeling well loe...
swallow medi...
haha...
CM,
dun angry with me la..
i will promise u de....
i jk only ma..
i will take care..
not to eat curry in Ns kem ler.....
i will jaga myself na..
dun buly lil monkey la..
he jaga himself jiu hao liao...
ahaha....
i m listen to u all de advise de..
cos..
i myself know how i suffer before....
and its really painful.....
i dun want it to cum out again ar...
so scare..
haha.....
nvm na...
i will msg u guys once i get my hp back!
to report to u de!
haha....
u ar...
dun easily get emotional or angry o...
not good for ur health ar..
u know la.....
what things knot eat ar....
dun simply like jiu eat oh...
not good for ur shang kou oh...^^...
of cos la..
i m not pei gee..
knt care u owes..haha...
u jaga urself o..
i will send spy de...
haha....
XD
send to remind u owes!^^...
good enuf?
last nite salad nice?
jenna and i do de bo....
gan dong ho?
u say want we straight away do ar....
haha......
next time do for u again u finish it oh..ehek...
lastly, thx jenna and cm for caring me ler....
i will be guai la..
*of cos a lil bit guai only la....*
hehez....
take care yea!
Merry Xmas!
Merry XmaS !!
left 2 more days i jiu go Ns ler..
really she bu de my friends..
but no choice..
i only worry my health..
but i trust that i will be strong!
cos i m from KHSRC de...
i can de!
Last nite,
we had a gathering..
its fun!
really....
and i really miss that time...
after that we all hug ler..aha...
thx girls for asking Norman jaga me throughout the Ns..aha...
dun cabut his hair aar...
eheks..
later no girls want him ki ar....haha.....
Happy belated bday to Cat!
my lil sis....
sorry for not able to go for ur party...
sory for making u so unhappy..
but i still hope all ur bday wishes will be granted soon!
thx the member for helping me celebrate her bday!
love u all!
and...
especially for the one ler...
i will still miss u.....
i will miss everything..
every moments.....
but...
i have a promise to myself now...
i wont say out here ba....
wait i back..
then i will make decision ler...^^..
lastly,
candy thx onion for helping and accompany me throughout my sad time..
thankyou!
*hughug*
>>Xmas wishes: Hope all my friends and family are happier and healthier in the new year !!!
left 2 more days i jiu go Ns ler..
really she bu de my friends..
but no choice..
i only worry my health..
but i trust that i will be strong!
cos i m from KHSRC de...
i can de!
Last nite,
we had a gathering..
its fun!
really....
and i really miss that time...
after that we all hug ler..aha...
thx girls for asking Norman jaga me throughout the Ns..aha...
dun cabut his hair aar...
eheks..
later no girls want him ki ar....haha.....
Happy belated bday to Cat!
my lil sis....
sorry for not able to go for ur party...
sory for making u so unhappy..
but i still hope all ur bday wishes will be granted soon!
thx the member for helping me celebrate her bday!
love u all!
and...
especially for the one ler...
i will still miss u.....
i will miss everything..
every moments.....
but...
i have a promise to myself now...
i wont say out here ba....
wait i back..
then i will make decision ler...^^..
lastly,
candy thx onion for helping and accompany me throughout my sad time..
thankyou!
*hughug*
>>Xmas wishes: Hope all my friends and family are happier and healthier in the new year !!!
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
*他*
其实,
了解我的人,
都知道我不会把真正的感受写在部落里吧~
事实上是真的,
我甚少会将心里的感觉说出来,
今天,
看来是吃错药吧,
竟然决定说出我心里的感受和感觉。
原来,
我才发觉到我很固执噢,
最要好的朋友都应该懂得吧~
我竟然还是喜欢同一个人,
我不知道他知道吗,
也不知道他怎么想,
我已经对他有感觉近两年多了,
我有试图想把他忘记,
我也想试图改换对象,
谁知道,
绕了一圈回来,
我的心里只有他,
我也没期望什么,
也没想要告诉他,
因为我只要看见他开心,
知道他健康平安的,
我就很开心了,
我就只能祝福他,
希望他永远都那么开心。。。。。
我会记住每一次他对我的温柔,
每一次和他假装吵架的时候,
每次总爱顶嘴,
因为每次总感觉他都知道我在想什么,
他甚至知道我会后悔在我做的决定,
我也会记得他的一切
他的眼神,
他的温柔,
他的关心,
他所能给的安全感,
永远存放在心里,
让他成为最美的回忆。。。。
了解我的人,
都知道我不会把真正的感受写在部落里吧~
事实上是真的,
我甚少会将心里的感觉说出来,
今天,
看来是吃错药吧,
竟然决定说出我心里的感受和感觉。
原来,
我才发觉到我很固执噢,
最要好的朋友都应该懂得吧~
我竟然还是喜欢同一个人,
我不知道他知道吗,
也不知道他怎么想,
我已经对他有感觉近两年多了,
我有试图想把他忘记,
我也想试图改换对象,
谁知道,
绕了一圈回来,
我的心里只有他,
我也没期望什么,
也没想要告诉他,
因为我只要看见他开心,
知道他健康平安的,
我就很开心了,
我就只能祝福他,
希望他永远都那么开心。。。。。
我会记住每一次他对我的温柔,
每一次和他假装吵架的时候,
每次总爱顶嘴,
因为每次总感觉他都知道我在想什么,
他甚至知道我会后悔在我做的决定,
我也会记得他的一切
他的眼神,
他的温柔,
他的关心,
他所能给的安全感,
永远存放在心里,
让他成为最美的回忆。。。。
jiejie
Jie,
anything make u unhappy?
i just read ur blog..
and....
i understand ur feeling...
on the last part of the story..
i got think of that too..
but after that..
i m ok le..
just...
do what my heart tell me...
and think further lo...^^..
hope u can get through it!
u will be fine..
mui mui want go ns lo...
sure will miss u de...
my heart will store in every friends....
when cum back jiu find u loe..
wait u brg me out oh!^^
wait for me!!!
anything make u unhappy?
i just read ur blog..
and....
i understand ur feeling...
on the last part of the story..
i got think of that too..
but after that..
i m ok le..
just...
do what my heart tell me...
and think further lo...^^..
hope u can get through it!
u will be fine..
mui mui want go ns lo...
sure will miss u de...
my heart will store in every friends....
when cum back jiu find u loe..
wait u brg me out oh!^^
wait for me!!!
going to NS looooo.....
just cum back from camp yesterday..
so tired...aha....
but fun na..^^
yesterday all cried loe..
ehek..
cry till my eyes now still swollen like that..
adui~
aha..
plus not enuf sleep~
so sleepy~
aiks~
now just back..
27 dec jiu want go ler..
Ns in bau , kem puncak permai...
need separate with family and friends gok....
so she bu de..
haih~
what to do?
and yet..
thr dun have friends..
make new friends loe...
ahah..
^^
havent pack my things bo....
hehee...
so li hai ho....
chap siao...
tmr baru pack...
need go see dr. get medi gok..
if not,
the clinic nurse thr sure everyday see me liao.....
muahahaa...XD
now go jiu til cny eve can cum back loe..
haha...
sure miss all my friends.....
nvm nvm..
weekends sure msg u all ...
^^...
sleepy~
so tired...aha....
but fun na..^^
yesterday all cried loe..
ehek..
cry till my eyes now still swollen like that..
adui~
aha..
plus not enuf sleep~
so sleepy~
aiks~
now just back..
27 dec jiu want go ler..
Ns in bau , kem puncak permai...
need separate with family and friends gok....
so she bu de..
haih~
what to do?
and yet..
thr dun have friends..
make new friends loe...
ahah..
^^
havent pack my things bo....
hehee...
so li hai ho....
chap siao...
tmr baru pack...
need go see dr. get medi gok..
if not,
the clinic nurse thr sure everyday see me liao.....
muahahaa...XD
now go jiu til cny eve can cum back loe..
haha...
sure miss all my friends.....
nvm nvm..
weekends sure msg u all ...
^^...
sleepy~
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Kem!
Tonite go kem loe...
aha...
hope this kem will run smoothly!^^..
hope everyone in this kem enjoy it!
Let's Go!
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
*Sorry*
If any members or leaders saw my post last nite,
I hope u understand...
I didnt meant to say the leaders are irresponsible or not doing their job,
is just...
I hope they will learn from their mistake and show good examples to the juniors.
That's all.
If my posts hurt anyone,
I apologize.
Monday, December 15, 2008
~disappointed arr~
last nite just back from kl..
tired ler...
today early morning go AG meeting..
notice that they really messed up lo...
and still not confirm about the venue gok..
6th meeting already i heard..
aiyoyo....
what happen ar?
leaders,
got teach ur member ma?
so many meeting and didnt even got sth cums out?
even got suggestion but how to do it?
u guys got think ma?
nt just suggest nia eh..
need think many aspects ar...
and during ushers briefing,
i thk the program is ok le ba...
just need brief once more on zero day lo..
so that every committee know what to do during camp..
before these,
i still heard got committee ask ushers for help during camp,
help is okie...but..
is help to do UR jobs wor...
um,
not very good ba..
the ushers pai seh to reject,
still say will help if can..
but for me,
i think the committees shud think of the solutions urself loe.
not ask usher help do ur job..
ur committee members so many for what?
haih~
and also..
one more about duty,
till now still u guys not go to duty?
even still got leaders cum ask form 5 go duty?!!!!
what is THIS?
woo...
so li hai ar....
becos of camp meeting in afternoon,
then that morning knot go duty la?
got like this de a..
but i heard got sum leader can go duty in morning then go meeting in afternoon wor..
y u guys knot?
so lousy de ha?
not to say lousy la..
just i thk u guys not showing good examples to the members lo..
u guys man man fan xing lo..
whether what i say is wrong or rite..
u guys know the best....
one more...
still got 1 leader ask,
"that duty got money de ma?
if got money then ask me go ar..."
which means no money u wont go?
so irresponsible?!
i tell u la..
even got money de duty
or international or even national duty,
i will let others go..
not U!!!
u listen carefully!!!
already becum a leader,
still like this?
how many years old liao?
so xien everytime heard u guys still like this...
really hate it u know?
already half year still knot change?
still de same?
how to teach member like this?
even now de form 3 oso..
omost step into same path as u guys did liao..
i scare it might too late to teach them oso...
haih~
so worry...
really dont know how....
and now camp time,
i stil heard..
some ketua not do things..
whole preparation is the pk help?
pk do?
whr the ketua gone?
and some department even only left ketua work?
committees gone whr?
and some..
even will only msg ppl say ppl do last minute job,
u try do la...
u so li hai...
y not u help them?
u only can say?
haih~
really pek chek to heard all this..
and the most soi is...
i heard these things during my vacations...
woo...
really....
feel sad and hurt for the unit....
really dont know how to help..
and now..
i need go NS liao..
no time to teach members ler..
u guys chap sang lo....
i really dun hope to see u guys continue like this...
and..
i know its not easy to do the kem..
of cos everyone need sacrifice...
but..
dun push ur work to others la...
do ur own work and understand ur job lo...
haih~
others may too tired ler.
need do their job and help u gok...
please la..
be more understanding ar....
and..
if really not understand ur job scope,
please ask the advisors or teacher ler....
dun just simply ask other to do ur job..
u guys jia you ba!
good luck for the kem!
tired ler...
today early morning go AG meeting..
notice that they really messed up lo...
and still not confirm about the venue gok..
6th meeting already i heard..
aiyoyo....
what happen ar?
leaders,
got teach ur member ma?
so many meeting and didnt even got sth cums out?
even got suggestion but how to do it?
u guys got think ma?
nt just suggest nia eh..
need think many aspects ar...
and during ushers briefing,
i thk the program is ok le ba...
just need brief once more on zero day lo..
so that every committee know what to do during camp..
before these,
i still heard got committee ask ushers for help during camp,
help is okie...but..
is help to do UR jobs wor...
um,
not very good ba..
the ushers pai seh to reject,
still say will help if can..
but for me,
i think the committees shud think of the solutions urself loe.
not ask usher help do ur job..
ur committee members so many for what?
haih~
and also..
one more about duty,
till now still u guys not go to duty?
even still got leaders cum ask form 5 go duty?!!!!
what is THIS?
woo...
so li hai ar....
becos of camp meeting in afternoon,
then that morning knot go duty la?
got like this de a..
but i heard got sum leader can go duty in morning then go meeting in afternoon wor..
y u guys knot?
so lousy de ha?
not to say lousy la..
just i thk u guys not showing good examples to the members lo..
u guys man man fan xing lo..
whether what i say is wrong or rite..
u guys know the best....
one more...
still got 1 leader ask,
"that duty got money de ma?
if got money then ask me go ar..."
which means no money u wont go?
so irresponsible?!
i tell u la..
even got money de duty
or international or even national duty,
i will let others go..
not U!!!
u listen carefully!!!
already becum a leader,
still like this?
how many years old liao?
so xien everytime heard u guys still like this...
really hate it u know?
already half year still knot change?
still de same?
how to teach member like this?
even now de form 3 oso..
omost step into same path as u guys did liao..
i scare it might too late to teach them oso...
haih~
so worry...
really dont know how....
and now camp time,
i stil heard..
some ketua not do things..
whole preparation is the pk help?
pk do?
whr the ketua gone?
and some department even only left ketua work?
committees gone whr?
and some..
even will only msg ppl say ppl do last minute job,
u try do la...
u so li hai...
y not u help them?
u only can say?
haih~
really pek chek to heard all this..
and the most soi is...
i heard these things during my vacations...
woo...
really....
feel sad and hurt for the unit....
really dont know how to help..
and now..
i need go NS liao..
no time to teach members ler..
u guys chap sang lo....
i really dun hope to see u guys continue like this...
and..
i know its not easy to do the kem..
of cos everyone need sacrifice...
but..
dun push ur work to others la...
do ur own work and understand ur job lo...
haih~
others may too tired ler.
need do their job and help u gok...
please la..
be more understanding ar....
and..
if really not understand ur job scope,
please ask the advisors or teacher ler....
dun just simply ask other to do ur job..
u guys jia you ba!
good luck for the kem!
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Members, jia you lo!^^
haih..
dont know what u guys doing le..
seems u all very luan like that..
what can i help?
i only can help check minit, report and give suggestion..
teach a bit only..
haih..
seldom can go u guys de meeting ler..
cos...
got some reasons jiu shi la...
just..
i will help whatever i can ba..
form4 leaders,
please go teach the members ler..
let them know their mistakes oso..
and oso..
dun just busy with u guys de kem things..
u guys need oso take care of unit things..
and other activities de...
thats what a leader shud do..
and..
i know its rather for u all to stand up now..
but u all need to work together liao o..
one person might have few jobs..
but..
it ur responsibility liao o...
unit is in ur hand now..
jia you oh!
for now,
no more GIVE UP and TIred these words in u guys de mind loe..
must +oil..
and work hard o...^^
dont know what u guys doing le..
seems u all very luan like that..
what can i help?
i only can help check minit, report and give suggestion..
teach a bit only..
haih..
seldom can go u guys de meeting ler..
cos...
got some reasons jiu shi la...
just..
i will help whatever i can ba..
form4 leaders,
please go teach the members ler..
let them know their mistakes oso..
and oso..
dun just busy with u guys de kem things..
u guys need oso take care of unit things..
and other activities de...
thats what a leader shud do..
and..
i know its rather for u all to stand up now..
but u all need to work together liao o..
one person might have few jobs..
but..
it ur responsibility liao o...
unit is in ur hand now..
jia you oh!
for now,
no more GIVE UP and TIred these words in u guys de mind loe..
must +oil..
and work hard o...^^
wait me back!!!^^
woohoo~
tmr go traveling loe....
knot go attend u guys de meeting or waht lo....
aiks~
um.....
if got anything jiu let me know lo ho...
msg me or call me la..haha...
14 dec i will be back ler..aha..
so one week no online..
no chatting...
no update blog...
aiks~
haha....
wait me back yea!!!^^
tmr go traveling loe....
knot go attend u guys de meeting or waht lo....
aiks~
um.....
if got anything jiu let me know lo ho...
msg me or call me la..haha...
14 dec i will be back ler..aha..
so one week no online..
no chatting...
no update blog...
aiks~
haha....
wait me back yea!!!^^
Thursday, December 4, 2008
pray~
haih haih~
last nite just had a nightmare...
aiks...
umm....
suan le..
dun think of it..
maybe i too tired le ba...
today,
the news still talk bout us...
so hate it....
cm ,
dun no mood liao oh....
haih~
no one got mood for this...
even i go out oso not happy de....
so sad..
so angry...
but no use too......
just hope everything will be fine after this week...
hope the witnesses can help us....
pray for it.....
last nite just had a nightmare...
aiks...
umm....
suan le..
dun think of it..
maybe i too tired le ba...
today,
the news still talk bout us...
so hate it....
cm ,
dun no mood liao oh....
haih~
no one got mood for this...
even i go out oso not happy de....
so sad..
so angry...
but no use too......
just hope everything will be fine after this week...
hope the witnesses can help us....
pray for it.....
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Happy Bday to YUan!^^
Happy Birthday to Lil Yuan!
haha...today went to their meeting ler..
but i heard nth much from their meeting..
pai seh to the form 4 leaders yea..
but i will promise i will help if i can during the kem..^^..
then AG de commitee..
u guys must jia you...
now must be serious liao oh...
ur first project..
and must be done de oh..
although i m sad that day i knot go..
but i still hope all the exleaders and teacher do enjoy ur show!
^^
+oil +oil oh!...
today go sing K hor...girls!
haha...
sing til crazy ki....
all lost voices le ba..
yuan,
happy mah?
hope today u enjoy ur big day till 11.59pm oh...^^..
nah nah..
hope u happy everyday!
muackx!
wait wait!
nonono...
still wrong....
haha...
is hoping all my friends happy everyday!!!
ah...
this baru tiok la....aha...
i know for now its rather hard for us to cheer up,
but...
tmr will be a better day!
jia you ba!
yao yao!
miss u much ar...
today u no cum...
haih~
nvm nvm...
next time we KIDNAP u go...
shh...
dun tell others o...
we got whole day!
^^..
ajak CM oso..
she sure happy de....
hope u dun so sad liao....
we still miss u and love u de...
*hughug*..
^^..
enjoy ur holidays oh....
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
so sad...
so sad....
my heart was hurt...
everything in the room..
we used before...
now...
all gone~
not a single piece left...
just...
ashes...
really really sad when we arrive the scene....
our beloved room....
we used to meeting,
jokes,
discuss things all there...
but now...
not single room ..
really sad....
haih....
i just hope the members can jia you...
stand up!
we all will help u guys de..
Monday, December 1, 2008
CHocs!
hoho...
eating chocolates !!^^...
quite sometimes no eat loe..
cos spm mar..haha...
now eating..
my fav!!^^...
hiaks!
yummy~
bluek!
oho..
today mood better....
hmmm......
not thinking of anything~~~^^
jenna ar...
u ar..
owes cum kek me gok....
u all at betong ler...
left me at bau~
T.T
y owes u guys in one group then i at different place de hoe..
what happen ar?
haha..
zhu ding de ha?
ehekx...
suan le....
zui duo learn to be independent loe....
go find friends..
aah.
if not i sure bored till die thr...aha....
^^
today mood better....
hmmm......
not thinking of anything~~~^^
jenna ar...
u ar..
owes cum kek me gok....
u all at betong ler...
left me at bau~
T.T
y owes u guys in one group then i at different place de hoe..
what happen ar?
haha..
zhu ding de ha?
ehekx...
suan le....
zui duo learn to be independent loe....
go find friends..
aah.
if not i sure bored till die thr...aha....
^^
Sunday, November 30, 2008
心情不好~
假期了,
不是应该开心的吗?
可是,
我却是感到很讨厌,很累,为什么呢?
是不是被一些事影响了呢?
每天都心情不是很好,
也不想出门,
也不想去看戏,
也不想说话,
也不想逛街,
只想高声唱出我所有的不愉快,
只想安静的哭,
可是,
我都做不到,
只是,
变得更沉默,
没话说。。。
一种感觉一直压在心里,
怎么都释放不了,
很累,很累。。。
不想做的事,
就偏偏我必须做,
不想做的事,
却偏偏变成我的责任,
好像我不做全世界都没人会做一样,
去死啦!!!
别再对我说同一番话!
我只希望明天会好起来吧,
希望那一切都离我而去!!!
play!
30 november.....
tired day~
ahaha....
yesterday went to Enter-K together with my cousin..
^^
sing for omost 4 hours ar...
so geng~
she sing few songs only ler..
mostly i sing...
muahaha...
luckily till now still got voice to talk...
eheks...
then nite time went to another cousin house ..
hav lil party....
those aunties all sing old songs...
i sit thr till want to sleep liao..
they sing till 11.30 pm ar..T.T
uncles all oso want peng liao...
muahaha..
funny chimz..
today ler...
tidy up my room!
all the books gone into the boxes...
then others things mostly need to brg to childrens home..
then papers went for recycle..
phew~
whole morning..
till now..
finally finished keeping all the things..
ahaha..
so tired....
oh yea,
to those friend that if i didnt reply ur msg yesterday,
i m sorry yea..
haha..
cos only yesterday evening i go reload mar..^^...
dun angry with me oh!!
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Friends Forever!
Finaly~
finish SPM loe...
today get testimonials n leaving cert lo...
so miss my classmates and friends.....
almost want to cry loe....^^...
well,
hope all my friends manage to get good results and go Uni oh..^^..
hope to see u all again!
muackx!
Sick lo!
hoho...
early morning wake up...
go vomit~~..T.T
stomach so painful...
haih...
today last day exam ler...
now better liao..
of cos after VISIt the doctor la..
ahaha....
fast fast finish EST...
then cum home Sleep!!!
ehek....
all my friend!
Jia yOu ho!!^^
early morning wake up...
go vomit~~..T.T
stomach so painful...
haih...
today last day exam ler...
now better liao..
of cos after VISIt the doctor la..
ahaha....
fast fast finish EST...
then cum home Sleep!!!
ehek....
all my friend!
Jia yOu ho!!^^
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
last 2 days~
tmr and thursday~
last 2 subject loe...
aiks...
lalala...
waiting for the NS letter ler.....
haih.....
hope i m in 1st batch lo...
.....
exam 3 weeks,
my gastric pain 3 weeks oso....
hope this 2 days fast fast over!!!
feeling so tired of the pain..
everyday eat medi oso no use...
haiyo~
T.T
no eat, pain~
eat, pain oso~
eat a lil bit wrong thing, lagi teruk~
haih..
c!
i can on diet liao..
no need eat everything!
aha...
XD...
crazy liao~
hiaks..
Sunday, November 23, 2008
fast fast~
phew~
left four days and four subjects to go!!
jia you jia you!
aiks...
fast fast get it over!!...
i want play games!
i want go out!
i want go travelling!
i want go camp!
muahahaha...
fast fast~
woo~
left four days and four subjects to go!!
jia you jia you!
aiks...
fast fast get it over!!...
i want play games!
i want go out!
i want go travelling!
i want go camp!
muahahaha...
fast fast~
woo~
*Friend*-Esther
To a friend...
who was my member before...
who was a cute , pretty girl in our school.....
who went to New Zealand yesterday...
who i want to wish her all the best,
take care of herself....
and....
i will never forget her!^^..
Hope that she will be happy over there..
and live the life she wants..
and do whatever she wants...
希望你永远幸福!
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Friday, November 21, 2008
*White Horse*
Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl, I should have known, I should have known
[Chorus]
That I'm not a princess,
this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse,
to come around
Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know
[Chorus]
That I'm not a princess,
this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse,
to come around
And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness,
begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry
Cause I'm not your princess,
this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone
someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world,
that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse,
to catch me now
Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now
Thursday, November 20, 2008
如果~
如果不要别人犯下哪个错误,
自己就应该成为一个榜样!
如果说了不可以就是不可以,
自己就不应该违背自己许下的承诺!
如果别人犯错,是不是应该给他们机会改过呢?
难道你自己就没有犯错吗?
如果知道自己不能实现所许下的承诺,
那就千万不要让承诺从你的嘴巴里溜出来!!!
To those reader of this post,
it didnt mean anything ,
or to say about anyone...
its just what i thk only...
so no need guess anything or think too much yea!^^
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
*My BIG BIG day!*
woo....
today is my big big day!!...
muahaha....
early morning eat 2 eggs and mi sua~
then then..
go school got presents wor....
from my good good friends..
muahaha.....
and thx others for all the wishes!!
and thx those 3 little piggys for chia me go watch HSM3 for free!
muahaha....
then go eat together hor...
and oso..
pai seh for kacau CM jie..ehek...
and thx teacher for the wishes too..^^...
today will be a memorable day for me!
my 17th birthday is the sweetest!
with all the friends in school, teachers too....
my last year in secondary school..
i will miss it very much....
^^...
thx!
this year...
i have a birthday wish....
not for me only..
but for all.....
i wish....
everyone around me including my friends and families....
live happy everyday!
and i want to see u guys smile everyday!
thats only things i want...
*not crazy lar pls..haha....*
to the form 5 friends,
we all jia you in SPM loe!
form 4 leaders...
jia you in the CAmp and RC!
form 3 members,
grow up loe....
dun leave unit during this stage er..^^....
form 2 and form 1 de..guai a bit listen to the leaders ar...
^^..
and oso...
thx to both my brothers....
aha....
and....
the one which i wait whole day...
finally got a msg...of a birthday wishes....
and this really make me happy..^^....
thx alote.!
Thursday, October 23, 2008
i m....tired..
well,
today whole day sleep ar...
gastric pain ...
omg~
so pek chek.....
whole day not study..
till nite only go tuition...
haih...........
eat wrong things loe......
no mood ar....
and still heard got members simply say things in blog..
dont know what they think ar.....
so xing fu ordy still want complaint this and that...
till they suffer baru they know lar.....
really no mood want continue help or teach them...
see loe...
maybe untill this year finish in khs..
i think i seldom would cum back le ba..
unless really need my help lo..
before this,
i too fast made conclusion on a person ba...
i m sorry that if i really hurt that person or say that person anything..
cos maybe i say it without knowing the truth behind and just listen to others...
sorry...
and in rc ler..
i dun want made any conclusion or whatever to present leaders ler....
i dun want to get into any trouble or what ler....
i think i m not experience enuf to teach them yet ba..left to the elders one loe....
jus want to tell u guys,
i not fa pi qi or what...or angry....
just....
really no heart to do so....
when got exleaders cum tell me unit in a mess...
i dun know how to answer...
looks like is i not teaching u guys ba....
let u guys man man go explore loe..
maybe will explore sumthing out.....
even got members think we criticize too much on u guys...
but i thk as leaders,
u guys know only criticism will make u guys improve...
lastly,
i only can say..
u guys jia you lo...
listen to ur hsl....
he oso hard to do sumtimes...
i know...
need care u o de feelings....
need think of ways...
so if u guys not cooperate with him..
he really will fall de...
i hope u guys will help him loe....
and please...
do ur own job!
dun ever ask ppl help to do liao..
and dun scare anything lar...
wnat cum find me oso scare..
scare what?
scare i scold u?
in my class?
do i ever do this before?
haih...........
want fins me oso not dare..
end up go find yen haw..
dnot knowwhat r u guys doing..
dun say i not teach u guys or what later...
is u guys sendiri cari de.....
got prob jiu solve it urself lo...
if really knot,
jiu find exleaders loe...
they sure willing to help
jus see how u guys ask for their help..
and how u guys appreciate them loe....
thats all.....
today whole day sleep ar...
gastric pain ...
omg~
so pek chek.....
whole day not study..
till nite only go tuition...
haih...........
eat wrong things loe......
no mood ar....
and still heard got members simply say things in blog..
dont know what they think ar.....
so xing fu ordy still want complaint this and that...
till they suffer baru they know lar.....
really no mood want continue help or teach them...
see loe...
maybe untill this year finish in khs..
i think i seldom would cum back le ba..
unless really need my help lo..
before this,
i too fast made conclusion on a person ba...
i m sorry that if i really hurt that person or say that person anything..
cos maybe i say it without knowing the truth behind and just listen to others...
sorry...
and in rc ler..
i dun want made any conclusion or whatever to present leaders ler....
i dun want to get into any trouble or what ler....
i think i m not experience enuf to teach them yet ba..left to the elders one loe....
jus want to tell u guys,
i not fa pi qi or what...or angry....
just....
really no heart to do so....
when got exleaders cum tell me unit in a mess...
i dun know how to answer...
looks like is i not teaching u guys ba....
let u guys man man go explore loe..
maybe will explore sumthing out.....
even got members think we criticize too much on u guys...
but i thk as leaders,
u guys know only criticism will make u guys improve...
lastly,
i only can say..
u guys jia you lo...
listen to ur hsl....
he oso hard to do sumtimes...
i know...
need care u o de feelings....
need think of ways...
so if u guys not cooperate with him..
he really will fall de...
i hope u guys will help him loe....
and please...
do ur own job!
dun ever ask ppl help to do liao..
and dun scare anything lar...
wnat cum find me oso scare..
scare what?
scare i scold u?
in my class?
do i ever do this before?
haih...........
want fins me oso not dare..
end up go find yen haw..
dnot knowwhat r u guys doing..
dun say i not teach u guys or what later...
is u guys sendiri cari de.....
got prob jiu solve it urself lo...
if really knot,
jiu find exleaders loe...
they sure willing to help
jus see how u guys ask for their help..
and how u guys appreciate them loe....
thats all.....
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
心灰意冷了...
girl,
i know u very tired and want quit ler...
please..
dun give up..
no matter what happen,
we all stand by you ler......
u oso understand their "BAD" attitude...
and manners....
like to say things behind ppl...
and the truth is..
u know they only can say, but not do!!
in some situations,
i know u knot make decisions,
and the ppl who SUPPOSED to MAKE DECISION keep delaying...
thats y many things u knot do.....
and in between,
u suffer a lote.....
and THAT PPL WHO SUPPOSE TO MAKE DECISION DE..
when see me still can smile ler..
but when i see you..
u cant even smile anymore....
and omost want cry..
rite?
say the truth,
i regret...
i regreting for choosing such person b the ppl who make decision....
and let u ppl suffer so much..
and yet..
that person act like nth happen..
i really dont know what he is thinking..
or what decision has he made...
but what i know is...
that person really in a mess ba.....
when he dont know,
he dun want ask...
follow all the other committees loe..
end up?~
ppl say what,
he follow...
when tell him things..
he just nod his head and say ok...
phew~
don konw how to teach ar...
and u...
please...
dun give up k?
if PPL want to say,
let them...
it wont hurt u physically rite?
but i know they do hurt u in ur heart......
they so "8" de...
let them lar...
no potential de ppl jiu only know how to say lo...
who got do things,
who dont..
we all know de..
we can see de....
no need see ,
even GUESS oso can guess tiok lar....
haih......
nvm...
ppl say u post high high or say u "mengampu" or whatever..
let them....
usually is the ppl who say this will DO THIS!
^^...
m i rite?
**
i know ler..
if THOSE PPL see my blog here,
sure say me or beh song me behind ar....
nvm..
i get use to it ler...
be a leader...
not to scare member say..
or scare ppl hate me...
be a leader...
jiu shi born to be hate by members...
cos we know what we do is good for them and unit...
just they dun understand and dun knot what we are usually doing...
be a leader...
every leader has different post...
not everyone can understand what other leaders are doing and learning...
including their feelings...
just to tell THOSE PPL here!
u guys already b FORM 4 Leaders!
not members!
u guys suppose to know what u guys are doing!
not hate or saying other leaders behind,
but to help each others solve all the probs in unit!
u guys de mouth born to be say ppl de har?
or only know how to say dont know how to do?
please be more understanding oso!
u think u guys lead a youth unit so senang lenang har..
do all the jobs so easy?
only need say no need do lar?
then all the things will be done?
u WAIT AND SEE LAr!
think maturely okay?
if u guys think u r better than anyone of them,
y not do it urself?
go find ppl go duty ?
16 ppl!
i know the actual day is MC2008,
the OC still selfish til not letting any COMMITTEE go duty wor..
and the BIG ppl say f2 and f3 members must learn marching that day..
so knot go..
then WHO GO?
i ask u guys lar!
I dont think that ALL committee will do things that day...
and i dun trust that No member dun want go duty?
dont give me thos silly reasons...
only silly ppl with stupid brain will do so!
i wont say sorry if i hurt anyone here...
cos i m just saying what i thk is rite..
nvm...
THOSE ppl who beh song,
or think what i said is just crap..
nvm....
fan Zheng the unit fall in U GUYS" hand~
not mine....
exleaders if want blame us,
nvm oso...
let them lar..
see who right, who wrong loe...
zui duo stand out and have a meeting nia mar..
zui duo dun want cum back nia mar..
what to scare?
if unit REALLY fall down in u guys' hand,
then i thk..
that moment the person will cry is u guys..
not me....
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