Thankyou, My Friends!

Hey,
Chun Mei, Lil Onion!
Thanks for the pizza...
and thanks for spending some times with me in the car..
and all the way cum to my house.....
thanks for all the things...
i really gan dong...
u guys sure ask y i not cry....
tell u guys lo...
i cry in heart ma....
i tell myself not to cry so often..
must be jian qiang a....
anyway,
really love u guys....
i will owes rmb u guys de..
and miss u guys....
once i get my hp,
i will msg and kacau u guys ler.....
must reply oh.....
thanks..
really thanks a lote....
really............
i will take care..
not to eat things i knot eat na....
dun worry about me yea...
u guys oso take care oh....^^...
Sorry to the form 5 who ask me out ler....
i knot go out..
cos..
got sum reasons ba...
anyway,
thx u guys for asking me out a...
really miss u guys too.....
haih..
later i realy she bu de want go liao lo.......
hope tmr i no need brg a pail of tears go Ns ar....
miss u guys so much......

for this moments,
i really cried ler....
Min chin,
thx for the advises oo..^^..
i promise wont cry back la....ahha....
wont sia soi khsrc de face....
ah...
haha...

Tmr Ns looo

lalala....luckily last day loe..
still can get my bro labtop online..
here update blog..
eheks...
thx bro!!^^
tmr go ns...
my bro oso go back Kl ler...
left my parents...
hope they can take care!
and be happy ...
haha....
Deh,
take care oso ar...
aiks..
knot accompany u go airport...
knot go send u to aus..
hope u stay strong and stay happy thr oo...
all the best to u!^^
Fion,
u oso want go Kl ler...
must rmb us here ar....
take care thr oso..
if can,
we will go thr find u oh...
haha
that time u must spare sum time for us ooh...^^
Form 4 de...
jia you for all ur activities oo....
teochew parade ar....
AG tmr nite ler...
i saw the slide already today....
not bad..
jia you oh....
hope all ur activities run smoothly oh...
wait we back,
we will try to help anything we can de...
^^

Thx Cm and Jenna~

hohoho!
Christmas day!
about 10 am jiu go out visiting with parents loe...
haha..eat too much...
eat curry, lemang and others..
got one got pasta de..
nice..
hiaks..
but ler....
suffer lo...
greedy ma...
eat too much..
end up not feeling well loe...
swallow medi...
haha...
CM,
dun angry with me la..
i will promise u de....
i jk only ma..
i will take care..
not to eat curry in Ns kem ler.....
i will jaga myself na..
dun buly lil monkey la..
he jaga himself jiu hao liao...
ahaha....
i m listen to u all de advise de..
cos..
i myself know how i suffer before....
and its really painful.....
i dun want it to cum out again ar...
so scare..
haha.....
nvm na...
i will msg u guys once i get my hp back!
to report to u de!
haha....
u ar...
dun easily get emotional or angry o...
not good for ur health ar..
u know la.....
what things knot eat ar....
dun simply like jiu eat oh...
not good for ur shang kou oh...^^...
of cos la..
i m not pei gee..
knt care u owes..haha...
u jaga urself o..
i will send spy de...
haha....
XD
send to remind u owes!^^...
good enuf?
last nite salad nice?
jenna and i do de bo....
gan dong ho?
u say want we straight away do ar....
haha......
next time do for u again u finish it oh..ehek...
lastly, thx jenna and cm for caring me ler....
i will be guai la..
*of cos a lil bit guai only la....*
hehez....
take care yea!

Merry Xmas!

Merry XmaS !!
left 2 more days i jiu go Ns ler..
really she bu de my friends..
but no choice..
i only worry my health..
but i trust that i will be strong!
cos i m from KHSRC de...
i can de!
Last nite,
we had a gathering..
its fun!
really....
and i really miss that time...
after that we all hug ler..aha...
thx girls for asking Norman jaga me throughout the Ns..aha...
dun cabut his hair aar...
eheks..
later no girls want him ki ar....haha.....
Happy belated bday to Cat!
my lil sis....
sorry for not able to go for ur party...
sory for making u so unhappy..
but i still hope all ur bday wishes will be granted soon!
thx the member for helping me celebrate her bday!
love u all!
and...
especially for the one ler...
i will still miss u.....
i will miss everything..
every moments.....
but...
i have a promise to myself now...
i wont say out here ba....
wait i back..
then i will make decision ler...^^..
lastly,
candy thx onion for helping and accompany me throughout my sad time..
thankyou!
*hughug*

>>Xmas wishes: Hope all my friends and family are happier and healthier in the new year !!!

*他*

其实，
了解我的人，
都知道我不会把真正的感受写在部落里吧~
事实上是真的，
我甚少会将心里的感觉说出来，
今天，
看来是吃错药吧，
竟然决定说出我心里的感受和感觉。
原来，
我才发觉到我很固执噢，
最要好的朋友都应该懂得吧~
我竟然还是喜欢同一个人，
我不知道他知道吗，
也不知道他怎么想，
我已经对他有感觉近两年多了，
我有试图想把他忘记，
我也想试图改换对象，
谁知道，
绕了一圈回来，
我的心里只有他，
我也没期望什么，
也没想要告诉他，
因为我只要看见他开心，
知道他健康平安的，
我就很开心了，
我就只能祝福他，
希望他永远都那么开心。。。。。
我会记住每一次他对我的温柔，
每一次和他假装吵架的时候，
每次总爱顶嘴，
因为每次总感觉他都知道我在想什么，
他甚至知道我会后悔在我做的决定，
我也会记得他的一切
他的眼神，
他的温柔，
他的关心，
他所能给的安全感，
永远存放在心里，
让他成为最美的回忆。。。。

jiejie

Jie,
anything make u unhappy?
i just read ur blog..
and....
i understand ur feeling...
on the last part of the story..
i got think of that too..
but after that..
i m ok le..
just...
do what my heart tell me...
and think further lo...^^..
hope u can get through it!
u will be fine..
mui mui want go ns lo...
sure will miss u de...
my heart will store in every friends....
when cum back jiu find u loe..
wait u brg me out oh!^^
wait for me!!!

going to NS looooo.....

just cum back from camp yesterday..
so tired...aha....
but fun na..^^
yesterday all cried loe..
ehek..
cry till my eyes now still swollen like that..
adui~
aha..
plus not enuf sleep~
so sleepy~
aiks~
now just back..
27 dec jiu want go ler..
Ns in bau , kem puncak permai...
need separate with family and friends gok....
so she bu de..
haih~
what to do?
and yet..
thr dun have friends..
make new friends loe...
ahah..
^^
havent pack my things bo....
hehee...
so li hai ho....
chap siao...
tmr baru pack...
need go see dr. get medi gok..
if not,
the clinic nurse thr sure everyday see me liao.....
muahahaa...XD
now go jiu til cny eve can cum back loe..
haha...
sure miss all my friends.....
nvm nvm..
weekends sure msg u all ...
^^...
sleepy~

Kem!

Tonite go kem loe...

aha...

hope this kem will run smoothly!^^..

hope everyone in this kem enjoy it!

Let's Go!

*Sorry*

If any members or leaders saw my post last nite,

I hope u understand...

I didnt meant to say the leaders are irresponsible or not doing their job,

is just...

I hope they will learn from their mistake and show good examples to the juniors.

That's all.

If my posts hurt anyone,

I apologize.

~disappointed arr~

last nite just back from kl..
tired ler...
today early morning go AG meeting..
notice that they really messed up lo...
and still not confirm about the venue gok..
6th meeting already i heard..
aiyoyo....
what happen ar?
leaders,
got teach ur member ma?
so many meeting and didnt even got sth cums out?
even got suggestion but how to do it?
u guys got think ma?
nt just suggest nia eh..
need think many aspects ar...
and during ushers briefing,
i thk the program is ok le ba...
just need brief once more on zero day lo..
so that every committee know what to do during camp..
before these,
i still heard got committee ask ushers for help during camp,
help is okie...but..
is help to do UR jobs wor...
um,
not very good ba..
the ushers pai seh to reject,
still say will help if can..
but for me,
i think the committees shud think of the solutions urself loe.
not ask usher help do ur job..
ur committee members so many for what?
haih~
and also..
one more about duty,
till now still u guys not go to duty?
even still got leaders cum ask form 5 go duty?!!!!
what is THIS?
woo...
so li hai ar....
becos of camp meeting in afternoon,
then that morning knot go duty la?
got like this de a..
but i heard got sum leader can go duty in morning then go meeting in afternoon wor..
y u guys knot?
so lousy de ha?
not to say lousy la..
just i thk u guys not showing good examples to the members lo..
u guys man man fan xing lo..
whether what i say is wrong or rite..
u guys know the best....
one more...
still got 1 leader ask,
"that duty got money de ma?
if got money then ask me go ar..."
which means no money u wont go?
so irresponsible?!
i tell u la..
even got money de duty
or international or even national duty,
i will let others go..
not U!!!
u listen carefully!!!
already becum a leader,
still like this?
how many years old liao?
so xien everytime heard u guys still like this...
really hate it u know?
already half year still knot change?
still de same?
how to teach member like this?
even now de form 3 oso..
omost step into same path as u guys did liao..
i scare it might too late to teach them oso...
haih~
so worry...
really dont know how....
and now camp time,
i stil heard..
some ketua not do things..
whole preparation is the pk help?
pk do?
whr the ketua gone?
and some department even only left ketua work?
committees gone whr?
and some..
even will only msg ppl say ppl do last minute job,
u try do la...
u so li hai...
y not u help them?
u only can say?
haih~
really pek chek to heard all this..
and the most soi is...
i heard these things during my vacations...
woo...
really....
feel sad and hurt for the unit....
really dont know how to help..
and now..
i need go NS liao..
no time to teach members ler..
u guys chap sang lo....
i really dun hope to see u guys continue like this...
and..
i know its not easy to do the kem..
of cos everyone need sacrifice...
but..
dun push ur work to others la...
do ur own work and understand ur job lo...
haih~
others may too tired ler.
need do their job and help u gok...
please la..
be more understanding ar....
and..
if really not understand ur job scope,
please ask the advisors or teacher ler....
dun just simply ask other to do ur job..
u guys jia you ba!
good luck for the kem!

Members, jia you lo!^^

haih..
dont know what u guys doing le..
seems u all very luan like that..
what can i help?
i only can help check minit, report and give suggestion..
teach a bit only..
haih..
seldom can go u guys de meeting ler..
cos...
got some reasons jiu shi la...
just..
i will help whatever i can ba..
form4 leaders,
please go teach the members ler..
let them know their mistakes oso..
and oso..
dun just busy with u guys de kem things..
u guys need oso take care of unit things..
and other activities de...
thats what a leader shud do..
and..
i know its rather for u all to stand up now..
but u all need to work together liao o..
one person might have few jobs..
but..
it ur responsibility liao o...
unit is in ur hand now..
jia you oh!
for now,
no more GIVE UP and TIred these words in u guys de mind loe..
must +oil..
and work hard o...^^

wait me back!!!^^

woohoo~
tmr go traveling loe....
knot go attend u guys de meeting or waht lo....
aiks~
um.....
if got anything jiu let me know lo ho...
msg me or call me la..haha...
14 dec i will be back ler..aha..
so one week no online..
no chatting...
no update blog...
aiks~
haha....
wait me back yea!!!^^

pray~

haih haih~
last nite just had a nightmare...
aiks...
umm....
suan le..
dun think of it..
maybe i too tired le ba...
today,
the news still talk bout us...
so hate it....
cm ,
dun no mood liao oh....
haih~
no one got mood for this...
even i go out oso not happy de....
so sad..
so angry...
but no use too......
just hope everything will be fine after this week...
hope the witnesses can help us....
pray for it.....

Happy Bday to YUan!^^

Happy Birthday to Lil Yuan!

haha...today went to their meeting ler..

but i heard nth much from their meeting..

pai seh to the form 4 leaders yea..

but i will promise i will help if i can during the kem..^^..

then AG de commitee..

u guys must jia you...

now must be serious liao oh...

ur first project..

and must be done de oh..

although i m sad that day i knot go..

but i still hope all the exleaders and teacher do enjoy ur show!

^^

+oil +oil oh!...

today go sing K hor...girls!

haha...

sing til crazy ki....

all lost voices le ba..

yuan,

happy mah?

hope today u enjoy ur big day till 11.59pm oh...^^..

nah nah..

hope u happy everyday!

muackx!

wait wait!

nonono...

still wrong....

haha...

is hoping all my friends happy everyday!!!

ah...

this baru tiok la....aha...

i know for now its rather hard for us to cheer up,

but...

tmr will be a better day!

jia you ba!

yao yao!

miss u much ar...

today u no cum...

haih~

nvm nvm...

next time we KIDNAP u go...

shh...

dun tell others o...

we got whole day!

^^..

ajak CM oso..

she sure happy de....

hope u dun so sad liao....

we still miss u and love u de...

*hughug*..

^^..

enjoy ur holidays oh....

so sad...

so sad....

my heart was hurt...

everything in the room..

we used before...

now...

all gone~

not a single piece left...

just...

ashes...

really really sad when we arrive the scene....

our beloved room....

we used to meeting,

jokes,

discuss things all there...

but now...

not single room ..

really sad....

haih....

i just hope the members can jia you...

stand up!

we all will help u guys de..

CHocs!

hoho...

eating chocolates !!^^...

quite sometimes no eat loe..

cos spm mar..haha...

now eating..

my fav!!^^...

hiaks!

yummy~

bluek!

oho..
today mood better....
hmmm......
not thinking of anything~~~^^
jenna ar...
u ar..
owes cum kek me gok....
u all at betong ler...
left me at bau~
T.T
y owes u guys in one group then i at different place de hoe..
what happen ar?
haha..
zhu ding de ha?
ehekx...
suan le....
zui duo learn to be independent loe....
go find friends..
aah.
if not i sure bored till die thr...aha....
^^