forgiveness..

Today,

i heard my friend say..

(***) said my bad things behind while i was not on the spot that day..

i know my friend wont cheat me..

actually before that..

i dont quite believe what they say about him..

since Form 1 i knew him..

in rc...

he was a good friend..

and a responsible friend too..

but now..

what i ve seen..

and what ive heard..

i really dont know what response should i give..

he is just..

making the whole world hate him..

is that all he want to?

or..

i just dont understand him well that time..

we have been a good partner in rc...

we play, we jokes..

but now..

think of his attitude..

i just..

hard to explain ..

eventhough his best friend before.

who cares most bout him.

had taught him to change..

but..

he lost that friend after that..

just after that advice..

now..

he lost more friend..

just becos he didnt take ppls advices..

and just do follow his heart..

he never think of ppls feeling..

never think of y ppl treat him like this..

never care what ppl had sacrifice for him..

just becos of his ATTITUDE!

he is just..SELFISH!!

but now..

i just think of..

he trust me..

but i lie to him..

i was sorry bout it..

but..

did he say sorry to any of his friend who he hurt before?

did he?

if he did,

then i will think of telling him the truth..

but..

if he didnt..

i dont think i will reveal the truth to him..

i think..

wait till he got a lesson..

then..

by that time..

he will regret of what he had done..

and..

by that time..

he will change..

i trust..

he will..

just that chance havent come..

i believe he will still change one day..

but maybe till that day..

i wont be around him again...

we maybe in the same earth..

but different place...

i hope..

he will..

lastly..

i will forgive him whatever he done..

cos i know..

i hardly could find any friend like him..

and..

once i knew him..

he will be my friend forever..