X'mas Eve~

Today is X'mas Eve!
I m sure eveyone buzy for last mins shopping,
but,
i just stay at home and sleep...wakak..XD
Feeling sad~
dunnow y,
I just feel like i knot do wadever i want..
everytime when i want do something,
but..thr is always sth make me knot continue it....
now i m getting more pressure and sad...
i really dunow wad to do.....
even now i suppose to celebrate Xmas happily wif frens,
but my family just like put it cold and doesnt show any celebrating mood..
i dunnow y...
i really wonder~
I m not blaming them or say my family anything,
i just want to say out my feeling...
I m sorry if i make my family members feel not good...
I realy love them....
I would do just wadever to make them happy.....