the difference....

Just one night...

i manage to turn one piece of cloth into 4 type of wearing..

hahaz...

looks like different me,

aren't it?

hahaz...

dont know y oso..

i just like to simply wear it...

turn it into the best way of wearing..

just that simple piece of cloth..^^..

nah..

maybe its just my favourite...

look at my pix beside then u guys will know what i meant then..

hahaz..

really a different me!^^

*shy shy *

put thx pix here..

hahaz...

Take care!Enjoy urself!^^

Tmr my dear dear hui li going to taiwan on vacation!

Yi lu shun feng oh!!^^...

take care all the way!

enjoy ur holidays!

*Good Luck!

Today....

go to school to c their mobile kitchen ler...

anyway,

overall is still consider ok lar...

but just..

nid bcareful loe...

of small mistakes...

^^

This few days only i see koko loi ler..

^^

so happy to see him back right now..hahaz..

miss him so much when u go ns..

now back ler..

hahaz..

cos can kacau him mar..

know he busy now oso..

stomachache this few days oh..

take care!

hope he will be fine and as healthy as before!

so that i can bully him!muahaha..

anyway,

to the form 4 de...

must jia you oh!

anniversary cuming oh!!

dont disappoint all of us.!^^..

do ur best!show us u can!

Good luck!

Dear Friend~

Friend,

i just saw ur blog..and what u have posted..

i dont know who did u meant in ur post...

maybe..

it's me..

or maybe..

it's others..

anyway,

we all know who contribute more..

and who didnt...

we all know it very well..

but..

in unit,

we cannot just count on how much have we done for it...

and y only we have to do..

others dont nid?

we do it because we love our unit...

we want to give the best thing to it...

we appreciate it...

with these reason..

its enuf to prove that we r not just thinking of contribute to it..

and couldnt get anything back...

or maybe..

it's my prob..

maybe u think that i got the right and my status is higher but i didnt do anything...

it is just maybe...

in rc,

although i got the higher post,

but...

do remember..

we all work as a team..

and not just say i got the rights.

the highest one in the unit..

and i shud do all the things...

i know what i shud do..

and what i shouldnt do..

anyway,

maybe u guys de thinking is different ba...

or maybe..

u guys already do too much and feel tired ler ba..

everyone will appreciate what u guys have done de..

never ever feel it is just wasted...

as i never think like that...

i really appreciate what u guys done...

and u guys help at the most of the time...

thankyou~

Funday ending~

Today is fun day 2nd day...

i didnt manage to go...

i was too tired...

and my dad dont allow me go too often...

haiz..

sorry that i didnt attend the closing...

sorry..

hope u all was just fine...

sorry to the xleaders too ler..

just let u all thr..

haiz..

in u guys mind,

i m sure u guys would think i m not good leader ba..

sorry...

anyway,

glad that u guys can organize it quite systematically...

and not much prob...

all the best in the future!

still got long way to go...

think too much?or its true?

i think too much?or its true?

haiz..

i myself oso dont know..T.T

if i said those to my ex leaders..

sure i m going to be kill..

i know its my fault...

i dont think i m better or can lead better than anyone...

i dont think i show them a good example..

i dont think i teach them anything....

i myself oso dont know what have i done for them..

what have i done for unit...

say my body weak..

its not a reason...

u guys say i m too stress...

maybe 50% yes ba...

i know i play an important role in the unit..

but...

i dont think i manage it well...

members are getting less...as i know...

their attendance dont really good..

as compare to last years...

all so active..

but now...

only few active de will come..

the others jiu only activity actual day will go...

i know we should judge by their quality..not quantity..

i really scare...

afraid...

just maybe one day the unit will drop...

collapse...

i do hope it wont be...

i afraid start from my year...

they will follow the wrong path....

do the wrong things..

follow the bad example..

haiz..

worry everything....

i wanna put down..

really want....

anyway,

hope they could be fine...

do the right things they shud do..

learn more from their experiences..

teach the next badge members...

as i m sorry to say...

i didnt teach u all much...

hope u guys can learn much more from the elder ex leaders..

as they really good examples ...

which i didnt really learn from them..

and my improvement is slow..

so i do hope..

u guys can appreciate everything u guys gained...

use it in unit..

put effort in it...

let it grow higher....

if u guys do think i think too much or think wrongly,

want scold me, want say me anything..

i wont mind..

as long as...

i knw what i m doing...

what i m thinking...

i understand what u guys think...

just a sorry to say..

but i know action cost more than just saying...

just...

i afraid i cant do more..

but just..

a lil "sorry" to u all...

Fun Day Camp 08!!^^

today is their fun day camp..

actually i need to be the judge for their cooking competition..

but i just gave it to my dear dear ex leaders..

hahaz...

anyway,

their reputation for today is okie..

for the committees, i can see their cooperations..

for the members, they are able to communicate and help each others..

this is the result i m waiting for..

i do hope they will keep this up and maintain it!^^.

good luck the all the members!^^

just sth i realize today..

actualy shud be quite a months time...

i suddenly think of i m not really a good leader loe...

i know i shud not think like this...

but..

its true that i m not that potential as u all think..

i m not as good as u all think..

and..

i dont think i have any improvement at all...

once they got prob, i dont really help much...

once there are activities...i cant also advise much...

as i think the other form 5 know more than me ba....

the other ex-hsl went for the international camp,

help the unit...

but..

i seems dont feel like going...

i also dont know y.

i oso not help unit much...

all is actually members' hardwork bring the success to unit...

maybe many of u think i shud not think like this by this time le ba...

its too late...

i only can do whatever i can loe...

although it may not help much...

but..

hope it does work sumtimes...

i really hope all my members can jia you loe!

dont ever try to follow my path..

as it bring no success to u all..

if can,

try to walk out ur own road...

take the ex leaders as good examples..

respect them..

dont afraid of them...

as they all willing to help...

hope my next badge de leaders can hold the unit better than me..^^

All the best to my next badge leaders!

i can see u all de hardwork oh!^^

HOls Start!

today just went to sematan with my family..

long time no go outing with them ler..

hahaz..

finally free!

we went thr took picx..

haha..

with my bro's gf..muahaha..

we still be model for digi eh..XD

(next time will update the photo ba)

really nice to have sum outing ...

..^^..

Happy Hols to all my dear dear friends!^^

^^

finally...

finished demo...

stil left sports day marchpass..

haiz..

nervous chimzx aar...

today..

i think their overall performance still ok loe...

still need improvement..

and i know cos they lack of training..

thats maybe the reason..

anyway,

u guys have done ur best!

and i m happy!

^^

hope u guys also can perform well in sports day yea!

and that will be the second last ler...

still got another one..dont u guys forget!^^..

jia you ba!

*Good Luck- To my marchers!*

Tmr marching demo loe..

not really nervous..

but see today de standard..

really..

disappointing~

haiz...

all no mood like that..

go back early early..

give all reasons..

i also dont know how..

except to choose only the best in the team..

i ve got no choice at all...

u all no sim..

i also no sim ler..

hope tmr everything is fine loe...

Good Luck!

*~半情歌

一首抒情的半情歌，

让心灵平静了下来。

很舒服的感觉，

又再次回来了，

真好~

听着这首歌，

让我想起很多快乐，美好的回忆，

只想静静地，

坐着，

不想再去回想那烦不完的事情，

不想对任何人有任何的猜疑，

好好享受，

--幻想，

也可以让我们在现实生活中偶尔逃避一下，

让自己不要太过执着于现实生活中的一切，

让自己好好的休息一下吧!

Tmr ..the last!

Yeah!

tmr will be the last day of exam!

although not SPM lar..

but ok ler..

after that jiu holiday!

hahaz...

just bought a new hp!

glad that i have my own hp finaly!^^..

teacher's day marching demo..

i nervous ler..

adui!

scare not they do mistake..

is me!

XD..haha..

pray pray~***

hehez...

this few days in good mood..

hope to keep it for the whole holidays!^^

Sunday=Sunny Day!^^

sunday~

a sunny day!^^..

whole day at home..

for 2 days liao lo..

adui~

so bored..

play , eat, sleep, online, till bored ar!

haha..

too hao ming loe...XD..

want go out buy prezzie also no one can brg..

haiz..

so sad!~

ask my brother oso,,

he went out with his gf..

impo i be lightbulb mar..

i bu hao yi si aar...XD

hahaz..

daddy mummy tired ler..

dont want go out...

anyway,

tmr i must go out!!!

if not ar..

i can assure that many plants can grow from my body loe..!

hahaz...

The disaster...

The earthquakes...

take away lotes of lives...

it was realy a disaster...

it cant be avoid anyhow..

maybe...

we should pray for them...

help them with the strength we had....

thats the only we can do....

haiz...

sad for them...

Bored bored Saturday~

a Lonely and bored saturday!

i use to go school almost every saturday...

for red crescent activities..

but now..

whole day at home ...

alone..

daddy mummy was out...

bro working~

haiz..

friends no online..

no one to chat with...

phew~

damn bored ar!

want do revision ,

but tired...

no mood ...

have a good rest then...

but i already sleep 10 hrs last nite ...

woo..

aiks!

*你是此生最美的风景 *

你是此生最美的风景
词/曲：JS

还记得那年的夏天 椰子树占据了海边 太阳光灿烂得刺眼

你轻轻吻了我的脸 飞机越过海面 划下微笑弧线

就在一瞬间 你和我之间 相隔一个世纪般遥远

幻想的时间 却带不走回忆里的画面

你是此生最美的风景 让我心碎却如此着迷

就算世界动荡 再绝望也有微笑的勇气

你是此生最美的风景 才令我至今一再想起

这样爱过一个人 是多幸福的事情

后来我们又再遇见 虽然成熟了些 笑容却都没变

就在那瞬间 有很多感觉 排山倒海湮没了视线

你没有开口 紧紧地拥抱着却意味深远

你是此生最美的风景 让我心碎却如此着迷

就算世界动荡 再绝望也有微笑的勇气

你是此生最美的风景 才令我至今一再想起

这样爱过一个人 是多幸福的事情

以为时间可以 像沙滩和潮汐 拭去回忆痕迹 Wo~

我们如果不曾分离 我不会发现 最后回到原地 还是最爱你

你是此生最美的风景 让我心碎却如此着迷

就算世界动荡 再绝望也有微笑的勇气

你是此生最美的风景 才令我至今一再想起

这样爱过一个人 是多幸福的事情

珍惜过你，就是幸福!

fast fast go laer...

exam exam~~

@.@

four days more to go!

haiz..

hahaz...

anyway,

2 weeks no cry loe..

seems like different me ki...

haha...

as if i like to cry..

yeah..

i do admit that..

maybe sumtimes it could be a better way for me..

to release everything..

even now..

only cry for just happiness..

no more sadness...

everything is gone~^^..

你是此生最美的风景，

错过了会觉得可惜，

爱过了却不后悔，

珍惜过你，

就是幸福!

Congrates..!^^

finally u got what u want..!

congrates!

happy to know that..

i more nervous than u arr..^^..

but ..

at least u do it!^^..

the moment u got it,

i just feel like wanna go and hug u!

share ur happiness!

anyway,

good luck!

*Faint~

hahaZ...

fainted once more..

last 2 days just fever..

now fainted~

doctor say low blood pressure..

haiz...

how weak i m...

mummy still say me...

"yealo...u see lar!ask u always eat this and that...

see..like me...so healthy..

u see urself..

this thing knot eat, that thing knot eat..

now becum so weak..

always get sick..

me and ur brothers aar...

eat everything...fat nvm..but healthy!"

after i heard..

i really dont know want laugh or give what response..hahaz..XD

kek tiok~

few nites didnt have good sleep..

always have nitemare..

haiz...

exam time again~

this morning i just told ms ko i cant go cos fever..

u know what she reply?

she reply me..

"Just come and take the exam"

aiti...

who got mood to take ur bio exam since i m sick..

crazy...

i know everything wil go over soon...

i know there will always rainbow after the rain!^^

Good Luck~!

Today sejarah paper!

luckily i still remember few points..

if not..

i realy dont dare to see my paper is blank de!

hahaz..

nvm..

as long as i tried my best!^^..

tmr will be bio papers..

and tmr also his competition day..

wish him good luck!^.^

i know he always can do his best de!

we all jia you ba!^^

sick~~...@.@

Bad bad day~

just had a fever!

and yet its exam weeks!!!

haiz..

tired ar..

so many to study...

so many questions...

so many subjects!!

T.T

hope everything go over soon...

i just sleep whole morning untill 2pm..

till now..

i feel like wanna sleep again..

but..

i still many to study..

esp..SEJARAH!@.@

hard to memorise...

die die die...

haiz..

exam exam fast fast go!

fever fever fast fast run!

T.T...getting sick again~

T.T

sorethroat again~~~

haiz..

my antibody really 0% de hia?

adui~

and yet now is exam time!!

it make me no mood to study ler..

just always want to sleep..

but cant sleep well too..

haiz..

tired aar!!!

T.T

nvm..

i must jia you!

i know i can go through it de!

^^

and my friends arr..

few are sick liao ler.

take care!^^..

Haiz..keep delaying~~~

Everything is delaying~

just today..

they are fighting for the date to organize activities..

haiz..

tired of it...

to me..

every activity is important..

not only certain...

but..

u guys also need to think of the organizing committee..

u all busy for the whole june..

even till july...

still got BD2008...

well...

thats all u guys want delay..

so..

AGM will be end of july then..

thats what u guys want la hor..

if not.

the form 4 will be not enuf time to do it..

haix..

nothing to say..

hope u all can jia you lo!~

do ur best!

*I will always....

Missing my dear~

who my dear is?huh?

hahaz...

that someone...

i like...

i hate...

i wil always want to have...

i wil always want to beat...

i wil always want to be with...

i wil always not to forget but to remember...

i will always laugh with..

i wil always share with...

i will always think of...

i wil always care..

i wil always like to find sth to quarrel with...

i wil always want to see...

i wil always...

miss....

*^^*

Lame~

Dallaallaaa....

wwooooo....

boringz aar!!!!..

examz~@.@

2 weeks examz...

then jiu marching , marching.......

holiday time should do sth lame~

wakkaa..XD..

my design,

my drawings,

my piece~

my lovely~

my....

phew..

dont know what i m talking bout..

just to post sm crapz here!XD..

hahaz...

want study loooo...

but no mood to study..

haiz..

anyway,

must jia you oso!

muahah..=D

Examz week!

Phew..

examz weeks...

gona be friend with the books liao loe...

THEy will be my sleeping partner, my playing partner..my best friends...

haha..

need SWAllow the books ar...

this time examz dont know how..

haiz..

no mood to study ler...

always last minute..

adui~

tireds..

today i ve already slept for hours..

and yet still feel want to sleep...

realy..

a sleepy panda~

haha..XD

anyway,

hope the luck will follow me then!^^

c da rainbow!

I m tiredz

marching.....

haiz...

today got training after school..

but only 21 turn up..

the others dont know gone where..

every of them sure got reason to absent..

i really angry on them..

what for so hard to arrange training for them?

and..

those who come to march..

i really appreciate..

but..

they are just like SHOPPING!

not MARCHING!

i know few of FOrm 5 also angry of members..

i say the truth..

u guys have no right to angry..

cos u guys dont even march better than them..

and..

see ur self de attitude before say them! PLEASE!

i know u guys sure no heart to march and feel tired of everyday marching..

u thought i wont feel so?

u thought only u guys?

if we are not forced to do so..

what for i want to waste my time on such things?

i m tired..

i really really tired...

i dont want to argue or to angry with u guys liao..

u guys just know how to show innocent and black face to me..

and just know how to listen!

but is without thinking and changing attitude!

i m tired...

really..

left 2 more months..

i m moody for the whole afternoon...

and..

really...

disappointed...

i cant do anything..

the results...

is in YOUR hands...

the whole unit ..

is in YOUR hands..

Tiredzzz..labour day~

WHole day at home..

feel dizzy..

and want vomit ler..

maybe too hot...

dont feel like to do anything.

last nite sleep late..

today..

aiks...

too tireds.

piaying my est now..

but..

too tired to continue it..

this few days already a lil bit want sick liao..

haiz..

hope the sickness stay away from me!

sienx aar!!

+ you!^^

This few days..

just a lil bit headache...

maybe its weather cause..

or..

dont know..

examz is cuming~~

@.@

havent finish revision yet!XD..

veyr sienx ler..

still got so many things to do...

anyway,

everything will be over soon!

3 more months to go..!

heee..

after that jiu can concentrate on study loe...

Gambateh!!

*^^*