my feeling...

Once i see u, i smile...

Once i m unhappy, u make me smile...

Once i m lost, i just want to look for u...

Once i m bored, i just want to find u...

Once i m tired, i just want to lay on ur shoulder...

Once i fall asleep, i just want to dream of u...

Once i m alone, i just want u to stay beside me...

Once i m holding my hp, i just think of to call u...

Once i want to cry, i just hope u will be there...

Once i m happy, i just want to share all the happiness with u...

Once i see u sad, my heart will cry...

Once i wake up and start a new day,

i just hope u will be in my life everyday...

Thats what i feel to u.....

DOnt know is better than KNow~

Now i realise....it is better know nothing than knowing something...

i also dont know wad i m thinking about...

just i really dont want to know too many things...

cos..it will only cause probs to me....

its just bout life...

not bout xyb crew or rc things....

i just feel very tired...

i just want to be alone...

i just want to have a nice holidays...

i just want to lost memory...

i just want to be myself!

Why?+dissapointed~

Why??...

Why must u guys be like this?!!

I feel dissapointed with u guys......

Maybe u guys not understand how i feel lor...

or i didnt communicate well with u guys lor...

i dunnoe...

Maybe i too care about red crescent...

Maybe u guys just not care ...

Maybe u guys think of studies more important....

i got think that oso...

y not i just left u guys here and i go study..??!

bt, at last i didnt do so.....

i noe i got responsibilities to care for all of u...

to teach u guys....

to train u guys....

i dunnoe y u guys got so many reason de lor....

I knoe many of ur parents not allow...

i oso got these experiences....

even ex leaders oso got...

not only u guys..

but....

u guys can think of ways to solve de mar...

during free time, at home study lar...

get good results for them to see..

prove for them that u guys can!!

not parents say not allow jiu dont go mar...

unless u urself dont want de lor...

maybe~.....

I dunoe...wad u guys think lor...

i just say what i feel...

and this year is 2008 liao..

a new year...

even i hope we all have a new start...

but..now u guys prove to me.....

prove to me that u guys still the same~...

i have nothing to say...

or maybe u guys think i m not good enough lor....

then y not u guys tell me wad should i do then u guys think its good ler??.....

today i say too much liao lor...

suan ler..

First Dae~~^^

First Dae back to school~

in 5S3...owh....miss my form 4 life very much~..T.T...

but,

I also want to face SPM as early as possible ler..haixx...

This year,

i do hope i can strike for better results(at least all pass ler)..hahz...

this year is the time for me to grow up and think more maturely,

i cant go back to the past,

but i should continue to my future..its stil a long way to go...

anyway,

i hope i can have an enjoyable secondary school life in kch high for the last year..

and hope all the red crescent juniors and leaders can bring our unit up and up and to the top!!

^^

thats my last hope for this year...

i m satisfied if members and leaders can grant my only wish !^^